Thursday, February 13, 2014

Why I loved him….



Well this post is inspired by a true story which has been experienced by a friend of mine. It is written with her sincere permission and is dedicated on her behalf to all those beautiful couples who celebrate Valentine’s Day today sharing such a wonderful love ^_^
May you all win, succeed and live you love for a life time full of happiness… :)

Once in a blissful day, I met him…,
It was out of nowhere; so sudden and surprising…
We got along “really well” little by little
And the more we got to know each other
The more we fell in love
And every time of seeing each other
We fell in love again and again…..
To love and to be loved like that
Are like the most blessed feelings
In the whole wide universe……..
And now that we’re officially separated (see I used passive voice J
I think back to see
Why did I actually love him……….? :)

I loved him because I knew he loved me;
And for I felt that love deep deep inside…….
I loved him because he made me
Feel so safe, secured and good………..
I loved him because he never left me alone,
For he was always ALWAYS there, right beside me……….
I loved him because he never made me
Feel small, invisible or un-heard………..

I loved it when he held my hand
Like a father escorting his baby girl…..
I loved it when he wipes the sweat
Off of my face like a brother would do……
I loved it when he teased and bugged me
Where we fought like best friends do……
I loved him for treating me like a kid
And I loved him for loving me for who I am…
I loved him for knowing my weaknesses
And yet loving me even more……
I loved him for loving me even when I’m a Buddhist
I loved him for being real himself……..
I loved him for bearing up with me
When I go crazy over every little thing;
Which now really feels like a waste of time…..
I loved him for trying to make me smile
I loved him for making me feel so loved;
The very reason I could never hate him
For not being a Buddhist;
And the very reason we couldn’t let go
Of each other for so long..................



And now though the decision is made
I am at peace in my heart
For I’ve no regrets of our time together
For I know our love was true and pure
For I loved and treasured him as my first love…..
We’ve been living in each others’ lives
For an year or more
And I’ll always love those precious memories
But no that doesn’t mean I will not move on…………………………

I ‘will’ move on;
Cuz I want him to move on and live his life,
Cuz I want him to feel happy and loved again,
Cuz I wanna prove myself that we made the right decision
And all the hazel we went through was worth it……..
Cuz I am a regretless person,
For I loved him once so much that
He could too be proud of his first love………..

So darlings, if you’re today with that precious person who makes you feel the most awesome feeling you’ve so far ever felt, if s/he makes the world around you move slow, if s/he makes you smile whenever you think of em,  make sure you do everything to make yourself stick to them. And if you are one of those very few lucky souls to have such a person beside you, be sincere, open and honest with them. Don’t ever play with such a precious heart for as you all know what goes around always comes around.
And please guys, don’t waste your precious time fighting over little stupid things or hurting each other for fun, cuz time is very limited and precious for every next second is unpredictable.

Live the moment, fight for your love;
But when it comes to making decisions, please, always ALWAYS look up to your brains…. If every bit of fact proves you that you can’t be happy together, be smart and trust your brain in that case rather than trying to convince it. Because not everyone is strong enough to accept such a thing no matter how obvious it is and if you are, well I can only imagine how strong you can be... And don’t ever lose faith in whatever that you are believing, cuz trust me when I say it; everything happens for a reason; and EVERYTHING happens for the best…..

But… if you must let that person go, please please make sure that you’ve tried your best. Be in a position that you don’t have any reason to be ashamed of yourself for you’ve fought your best to save your love before you let it go.
Because then… your heart will be at peace and then… no matter how much it weeps, trust me it will always move on…
Because LIFE… always ALWAYS moves on………

Happy Valentine’s Day folks... with lots of love!!! <3


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